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friday, june 16th, 2006 1:17 am Subject: ever wondered just to wonder Have you ever wondered just to wonder Had a thought just to think of what it could be I find my self perplexed My mind seem to revolt at every thought I have My heart seems to sink in to the very abyss My very soul seems to be some where else I know not what to do anymore I know not where to go I am a shadow of my former self The only thing that I do know is that I am in love And it seems to be destroying me not being there at her side How can we go on like this So far yet so close It hurts in ways I could never even imagine But yet it’s a pain welcome and embrace Mood: quixotic In the name of God U banished into eternal damnation

sunday, june 4th, 2006 2:57 am Subject: sigh you know lately i have not been feeling like my self like i am only half here like a part of me that made me whole it not with me that it is with someone else. i always thought i knew what i wanted out of life but it lately all i can think about is that some one that my soul has taken residence in so long ago, sigh it seem i was only kidding my self into thinking that i knew what i was doing. i just want to be whole again Pisces Saturday, June 3, 2006 As Mercury moves into Cancer, a fellow water sign, you Fish will be able to swim a bit easier. Your feelings have been running deep, but now they may actually turn toward more lighthearted play, especially if it involves romance. Although you might be more spontaneous, you are still quite serious about your feelings. Trust your emotional instincts and follow the currents. sigh what am i going to do Mood: determined In the name of God U banished into eternal damnation

thursday, june 1st, 2006 3:15 am Subject: yeah i had this most amazing time with the lovely lady hehe she made my face all tingly sigh i know i am a dork but still it was wonderful. Pisces February 19 - March 20 Wednesday, May 31, 2006 You could be sifting through many tempting opportunities that should greatly benefit you right now. Just remember to take the time you need to achieve the best results possible. You could probably benefit from the advice of a parent or family member who might be able to offer you a lot of valuable support or guidance right now. hehe yeah i am in love and i cant even begin to express how great i feel though i wish things could be so much easier Mood: jubilant In the name of God U banished into eternal damnation

tuesday, may 30th, 2006 10:59 pm Subject: late night walk Yeah last night i was rather uneasy like something was happening my other half around 2 so i decided to take a walk to try to ponder and think of how i could make things work. i ended up walking to the other side of town to my grandmothers around 5 am and had ham and eggs there before she drove me back home around 7am Mood: nostalgic In the name of God U banished into eternal damnation

monday, may 29th, 2006 11:26 pm Subject: well i dont know what i should do sigh why does it seem that life taunts me, i mean yes i had the most magical night with this lovely lady that as days go on i begin to think that she really is my soul mate this Saturday. hehe yeah after that night i cant even doubt it any more but there seems to be complications because nothing in my life can be easy sigh i would give it all just to make her happy once more if only i could be there one more time and hold her in my arms for another night. i dont know what to do anymore i once knew where i wanted to go with my life but now all i can do is think of her i mean ALL i can do, i cant even think strait i have been spacing out and walking in to walls Mood: indescribable In the name of God U banished into eternal damnation

saturday, may 27th, 2006 7:31 am Subject: new at this soo yeah i am new at this i am not much for opening up and pooring my feelings into a journal, but i will try to keep this up In the name of God U 3 impure souls of the living dead U banished into eternal damnation